Tuesday, June 8, 2010

happiness.


i love that word. sometimes it seems so far away, but really..your life IS what you make it. i've decided that there WILL be happiness in my life. first, i have to love myself. a good friend of mine once said.."you can't expect anyone else to love you, if you don't love yourself first" (thanks ainslee). & she couldn't be more right. my best friend ashley has some pretty good points about life as well...i swear, i'm one lucky girl with the most amazing friends ever. jeff & i have been struggling lately..going through a LOT of things, but the truth is..i seriously wouldn't wanna struggle with anyone BUT him. i love that boy with all of my heart - and it's him i wanna fight with, it's him i wanna make up with, it's him i wanna share all the moments in between with :) and i mean that with all of my life. the truth of the matter is, NO MORE NEGATIVITY will be allowed in my life. from here on out, i will be the happy go lucky girl i once was that everyone misses. watch out world :)

1 comment:

  1. i feel the same way about aaron! struggling is part of starting out ya'lls life. i mean you are FOR REAL on your own now & that brings a whole new level of stress to the relationship. but i know you two can make it thru anything!

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