applications.

i am so tired of filling out applications. i feel like it's a waste of my time. everything is done online now, so i feel like my stuff just gets tossed aside :( it sucks so bad because i def need to find a job asap. i just miss helping out & making money to support us..i have this huge fear of being THAT girl who relies on her husband to take care of her. i just don't wanna be that girl. i feel like it will be held over my head for my entire life :( nottt cool.

jeff is off today & tomorrow...which makes me a happy girl. i enjoy having time with him. we really don't have any money to do anything so we're forced to stay inside all day..it's too chilly out to go swimming. it's like 72 degrees which means the water is in the 60s...tooo cold for me, for sure!! BUT i do have a free redbox rental for tonight, so i think we're gonna walk over there :)

we're just watchin the afternoon line-up right now..rachael ray/dr phil. love it! anyways, i totally have so much homework to do! so i better get on that...x's & o's.